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I'm really happy these few days. Maybe due to a night out, maybe due to realizing that I have these great people in my life, and I'm fully appreciating them. I'm looking forward to new things. "I will get an average result for my A2." "I will go for a weird degree and get ok results too." I might go for masters then too. At the same time, Idk what I'm gonna do with moon. But the voice tells me, don't stress about that because.... whatever that's meant to will happen anyway, why stress about it? Go for what I'm gonna go for. Yeah. I'll do this shit.
I've been changing a way to study. It's so speedy! It's like, two weeks ago, I was going mad about not able to finish 200 pages of chem and 100 page of bio in time. But now, I have half of them left. Really speedy, effective. Awesome. Doing notes is a way, but when time is lacking, I guess I shouldn't insist on it. It just stresses me out, makes me think I couldn't do this, I couldn't do that.
With notes, I study everything, about three times in a go. But it's slow. The progress kills too much time I don't have that time. Just studying in one go, or maybe twice to get things understood, then go for past year papers, this is fast. "Fast reaction" HAHAHA omg too much chem.
I'm gonna say this.
They aren't so hard when I'm studying for the sake of learning. I mean seriously! They go in my head immediately. I remember when I used to read the same sentence for ten times and process how to make it into my notes clearly. It's not like this now.
Change is necessary to keep us alive.
"Leave" can change to a shy convo, then back to "fuck off" Then to "You don't have to fuck off if you could control yourself and stop the shit I hate you doing."
Yh, stop stressing about life. Stay this relaxed, this smiling mood. Stay appreciative of the great things people would do for you, and do it for them too.
People come and go. Everything is temporary, but..... After that, good things still happen anyway... Right? C'mon. There's 2/3 of everything else. I'll study them all before exam comes.
Yeah. Stop stressin
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