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Hah. I really, honestly hate myself being like this. I really do wish that I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING. Why can't I be like that?
"Turn of your phone, and study."
*What if this happens, that happens*
What if's.
Fuck those if's.
Seriously. Cancel that shit. Don't talk. If the problem is the communication, then fuck that.
I used to think, we talk it out. We solve it, not run away from it. Hah.
When wood left me.
It's the funniest when I'm over here going mad, having no idea what he thinks, if he's thinking about us, if he's going to even talk to me.
It's very funny, it's like me and my little mind overthinking, making myself go mad, becoming this ME that is fucking up everything.
At last, I found PEACE by my own! I found out that I could smile. I could laugh, and have fun still, without knowing how he's doing over there.
At last, situations tell me to fuck everything.
Well okay.
Yh. You gotta live in peace, man. Less than a months time, I have to finish my syllabus. I have to finish revision. I have to just fuck everything.
Stop giving shit about shits that fuck my life up. Stop giving shit. I gotta be heartless to live. I gotta be fucking heartless, to be able to be at the safe side.
Stop the bullshit.
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