I remember two years ago. We were still together. We had so many conflicts, but I thought, it's okay, we can speak out and we can settle shits together. As long as we do give effort, it will be okay.
I was stressed too at that time. Hahah. I had worse results than now, that's why.
Wood gave me a solution."Throw, study." He told me to throw him aside, and study. Well I couldn't do that!
After we broke up, he did that.
"We're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again!"
I used to tell myself so much, so much, so much but it didn't work anymore.
Situation's changed. I can throw, but can't really throw too. I can silent my phone. I can put it there just to avoid human contact. But. When shits happened, I duno. I screwed up.
My life changed so much, fucking up seems to happen on daily basis.
The solution was the same. Let me be, throw me aside, and let me move on by myself. I will get over it by my own. Or will I?
Maybe I've became determined to make wood leave, because he left me alone all these time, to overthink. But it was inevitable. But moon, you don't have to be afraid of me deleting you off my life like how I did to wood.
If I really do have an issue with you, I'd tell you. Even if I don't, I'd still tell after a while. So maybe, leave me alone would be better. When I'm fucked up, I don't know what I'd do. Just. Don't make it worse and I'll be really thankful.
I sincerely wish I can go back to normal.
"Live, not survive."
Lemon grass is bitter, so why do they put it into the milk tea?
It's the saturation rule.
The milk tea is too sweet. But we don't fill it up with lemon grass, right?
There has to be negative in positive all the time
No one said life is easy. But we can get tru this little bit of negativity.
Someone tells me, to stop thinking about the negative things. Stop thinking and thinking about these useless things. Delete anything necessary, and make studies my first priority.
I'm gonna remember that talk forever. As if it's the very last talk.
I was stressed too at that time. Hahah. I had worse results than now, that's why.
Wood gave me a solution."Throw, study." He told me to throw him aside, and study. Well I couldn't do that!
After we broke up, he did that.
"We're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again!"
I used to tell myself so much, so much, so much but it didn't work anymore.
Situation's changed. I can throw, but can't really throw too. I can silent my phone. I can put it there just to avoid human contact. But. When shits happened, I duno. I screwed up.
My life changed so much, fucking up seems to happen on daily basis.
The solution was the same. Let me be, throw me aside, and let me move on by myself. I will get over it by my own. Or will I?
Maybe I've became determined to make wood leave, because he left me alone all these time, to overthink. But it was inevitable. But moon, you don't have to be afraid of me deleting you off my life like how I did to wood.
If I really do have an issue with you, I'd tell you. Even if I don't, I'd still tell after a while. So maybe, leave me alone would be better. When I'm fucked up, I don't know what I'd do. Just. Don't make it worse and I'll be really thankful.
I sincerely wish I can go back to normal.
"Live, not survive."
Lemon grass is bitter, so why do they put it into the milk tea?
It's the saturation rule.
The milk tea is too sweet. But we don't fill it up with lemon grass, right?
There has to be negative in positive all the time
No one said life is easy. But we can get tru this little bit of negativity.
Someone tells me, to stop thinking about the negative things. Stop thinking and thinking about these useless things. Delete anything necessary, and make studies my first priority.
I'm gonna remember that talk forever. As if it's the very last talk.
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