.

My mind keeps repeating the same sentence. Perfect. Hah.

"You played with his feelings."

Did I? I did. Right? Oh come on. Admit it. Yh.

Players aren't supposed to be fucking down, no?

What do I do? What do you want me to do?? Let days pass? Let you spend more and more effort on me, while my mind eating me up? While my days feel better being alone?? What do you want me to do? Keep this shit to myself until four years passed?

Do you think that would be any better? Or I should stop you from wasting your time? Should I do this? Am I wrong for doing this? Yes I am wrong. I'm wrong for not doing it earlier.

It's no use. Whatever's been done has been done. I can't fix the pass. I can stop the future from being this shitty, by acting it NOW. And I did it.

I honestly wish someone brings me out rn let me pour out. I wish yip man has no curfews or stuff like this, and has the time for me to go annoy the fuck out of her with all these shits.

Nobody can help me. I know that.

I'm dead. I'm dead. Haha.
I'm sorry for what I did, and that I didn't do it earlier to lessen the damage.

I hope you find her. I hope my negativity didn't change you. I hope these few months knowing me didn't make you the shit I've become. You're stronger than that.

I'll be heartless.

I'm sorry for appearing in your life.

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