.

I know I'm not supposed to be saying this.

Wood's being different since... last week. Idk, maybe he has been different since earlier just that I ignored him too much to notice it.

Part of me wishes that I still hasn't noticed it and never will. That part of me wishes I succeed to delete him in my life.

I think I failed again. I'm so so screwed. What's gonna happen ? No idea. Probably something very scary. Will I let that happen? Anyone? Please don't let me do that.

I can't believe wood's like this. Where did that cold ass person went???? Why didn't he continue? I'm so confused.

I wanna run into a wall.

Even when I've ignored him again and again...
I enjoyed our conversations. He checked on my like I checked on people.
Why did he do that?????

Why didn't you come back earlier before I've made those promises to myself ? Why didn't you come back earlier?

Part of me wants to praise you and think that you're so so awesome, as usual and even better over time.
Another part of me wants to kill EVERY good feeling I still have towards you.

And now that you've changed the way you treat me.... What reason do I have to delete you in my life?

ohmygoddddddddd.

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