First day of A2
This is the first time I literally stayed up to work on math, with one hour sleep. Two days before the paper, I got nervous, I put my bio books aside and started with P1. Math, the fucking subject I hate the most. Why do I hate it? Tbh.... I never worked hard on it. Maybe, maybe everytime it confuses me, I stopped. It wasn't actually thaaaaaaaaaat hard.
P1. It makes me throw all sorts of stuff. It made me intentionally became fucking violent to every little thing on my messy desk. Idk how to do this. I tried to do it, I couldn't, then Google saves the day. Next question, same issue? Google saves the day. Slowly, I can do them. I can do other questions. Doing topical past year papers, I thought, I can't make it in time. I can't make sure I can master all chapters just in two days. But actually, I can... I should've done everything throughout the year, but I did all in two days. I thought, I gave up on trigonometry. I couldn't prove any identity, I'm too dumb to do this.... But what happened? I skipped all trigo exercises, but I did it today. I found an answer, and was certained of it. How can this happen? Just in two days? I remember yip man teaching me this four quadrant thingy. Yup it's useful, thanks bro...
I think lack of sleep makes my brain go blur. Not sleeping enough makes me play badminton like a super newbie. It makes me.... misread stuff too. I went to the WRONG exam class fifteen minutes early, and realized there's no one there. I thought I was early. I almost fucked up. I almost missed a paper! Can you believe it ? This is crazy. I actually ran to the correct place right after I found what I misread, and entered the exam hall RIGHT on time. With sweat dripping on the paper. I could do the paper. I missed out two to three small questions, but.....
Fuck, I think I did better than every other add math exams.
Bio in the other hand, I didn't prepare for this paper. I prepared P4, not P5. P5 is a fucking stupid paper. Tbh. But I think if I'm gonna proceed to biotech, I need to master that paper.
I think I'm pretty lucky. We went to library after math finishes. Then Orange sat next to me. I was hoping she'd sit further away because I'm too dumb to be seen studying. She told me her P5's fucked too, but definitely lying HAH She'd get an A+ and still whine. The lucky thing was she kinda offered me her stack of P5 for reference. (Yes I didn't do my stack so I had literally nothing to reference)
And because of that, P5 went ok. A walking dictionary sat next to me, who wouldn't take that opportunity? "What does this mean? What is this, how do you calculate this shit? " She taught me all. I wanna thank her crazily.
I found out, if I studied, or was prepared for a paper, I'd pray hard, "Please KNOW how to do, YH!"
And if I didn't prepare, "Please don't ask me to write about electrophoresis, or gene transfer, or microarrays, please just don't give those kind of topics."
And I was lucky gene transfer didn't come out. It was fucking hard.
Biodiversity came out instead. Phew. Not easy, but not as hard as gene tech chapter. T-T crying.
P1. It makes me throw all sorts of stuff. It made me intentionally became fucking violent to every little thing on my messy desk. Idk how to do this. I tried to do it, I couldn't, then Google saves the day. Next question, same issue? Google saves the day. Slowly, I can do them. I can do other questions. Doing topical past year papers, I thought, I can't make it in time. I can't make sure I can master all chapters just in two days. But actually, I can... I should've done everything throughout the year, but I did all in two days. I thought, I gave up on trigonometry. I couldn't prove any identity, I'm too dumb to do this.... But what happened? I skipped all trigo exercises, but I did it today. I found an answer, and was certained of it. How can this happen? Just in two days? I remember yip man teaching me this four quadrant thingy. Yup it's useful, thanks bro...
I think lack of sleep makes my brain go blur. Not sleeping enough makes me play badminton like a super newbie. It makes me.... misread stuff too. I went to the WRONG exam class fifteen minutes early, and realized there's no one there. I thought I was early. I almost fucked up. I almost missed a paper! Can you believe it ? This is crazy. I actually ran to the correct place right after I found what I misread, and entered the exam hall RIGHT on time. With sweat dripping on the paper. I could do the paper. I missed out two to three small questions, but.....
Fuck, I think I did better than every other add math exams.
Bio in the other hand, I didn't prepare for this paper. I prepared P4, not P5. P5 is a fucking stupid paper. Tbh. But I think if I'm gonna proceed to biotech, I need to master that paper.
I think I'm pretty lucky. We went to library after math finishes. Then Orange sat next to me. I was hoping she'd sit further away because I'm too dumb to be seen studying. She told me her P5's fucked too, but definitely lying HAH She'd get an A+ and still whine. The lucky thing was she kinda offered me her stack of P5 for reference. (Yes I didn't do my stack so I had literally nothing to reference)
And because of that, P5 went ok. A walking dictionary sat next to me, who wouldn't take that opportunity? "What does this mean? What is this, how do you calculate this shit? " She taught me all. I wanna thank her crazily.
I found out, if I studied, or was prepared for a paper, I'd pray hard, "Please KNOW how to do, YH!"
And if I didn't prepare, "Please don't ask me to write about electrophoresis, or gene transfer, or microarrays, please just don't give those kind of topics."
And I was lucky gene transfer didn't come out. It was fucking hard.
Biodiversity came out instead. Phew. Not easy, but not as hard as gene tech chapter. T-T crying.
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