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It's a lot of decisions to make. Sometimes, when you hear stories from both sides, you analyze and found out someone aren't telling the truth. Do you inform both sides? Or you keep it to yourself?

I was shocked to hear that from you tbh. I thought I heard what I heard, that firm firey tone from him. She wanna play games? I'll play with her.

Sometimes you plan things, you made a perfect plan with people that you wish they'd be there. Then one starts to make some decisions without you knowing. It's an issue. But when the problem was solved, you can add new peeps. Peeps that you never thought you'd want him to be there.

I was a little nervous. But I thought, it would be fine. It has to be. If I'm going there, we had to solve the awkwardness. I will talk to him sooner or later. Why avoid and avoid? We could be friends so why not?

It's cool how you'd think about someone wherever you go. I want my racket back so I want to go megah. I told mom and dad, loong and ET said ming tien would be closing soon. They say, let's go there then. We went there, I think of my coursemates. I promised them I would bring them to tomorrow. But is that plan gonna happen? I don't know. In four months, my childhood favorite food court would be gone, moved far away. I collected my racket, boss was shocked that I'm the one using that racket. He said, it's a good racket, a heavy racket, isn't it too heavy for me? I said, I like that. I couldn't smash when I used the other racket. I can't smash at all that's why I need to collect it before tomorrow.

And I thought of wood. Yip man sent me a photo of wood and a girl. I can recognize him in a blur figure. It took some time to load. Then here I go. It was a candid. A nice photo of him and shandy. I knew when he went to langkawi, she's the one touring them. Haha. I can't believe I can remember so much that he told me, even including the girl that he had feelings for.

The difference between us is....
For her, it's never goodbye, it's until next time.
For me, it's just.... Goodbye.

Hahah. What am I thinking?
Yh you will see him for another few months. That's all. I need to face him anyway......

"No, I dont think you're over him. Not yet."
Thanks pineapple. Haha. You know me best.

We had a short peaceful convo. Because I needed to ask. But all seems well. We were cool about anything. At the end, I saw his pictureless dp appeared. It turns out that he has a dp. Duh. He probably deleted my contact, that's why i couldn't see it before. Why put it back?

Why add me back?

Until now, he's still the one I load first in sc. I stalk, I check on him. I notice them all. I noticed his photos disappearing. I noticed him setting privacy to block me from seeing them. I did experiments, just to see if he sees whatever I wrote. I did so many experiments.

And he added me back?

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