Maryland

I just got back with smelly badminton attire. But I have to type a little before I bathe. I guess.

If Loong and gold confesses, who'd you pick?
I didn't give him an answer.
I said, ask me again when we're drinking. Haha.

Today wasn't so tense. Everything was ok, except my form. I played very badly, but this quite old looking guy I met kept telling me he's impressed. Hey. I really am in a terrible form. Don't come praising me. I know how terrible I played. ET saw that too lol. I guess he was most familiar with my playing.

Swt brought a girl. I'll call her Maryland. Yas, chicken Maryland. HAHA. She's just slightly younger than everyone else but actually the most innocent one there. It's fun seeing ET interrogating her. Very funny, and entertaining. So fun to watch. And the stuff she studied was partly related to what I'm gonna study. Nais.

It wasn't awkward seeing ET and cinnamon acting lovey dovey. I actually got used to it. And I think it's nice to see him happy. If not mistaken, there was once I heard him laugh. Not the crazy laugh out loud laugh. The very gentle laugh that I never heard before they got together. Let's hope she doesn't let him down.

The quite old looking guy wants to partner me to competitions. I needed to facepalm in my heart. Sorry to say, we wouldn't stand any chance. I spent enough money on playing, not gonna waste more on matches that we can't win. He found the wrong girl. We don't stand any chance. I think he overestimated himself too tho. Not gonna tell.

Today I succeeded on not having supper. It was pretty hard to resist. But I had to convince myself. I didn't play good enough, so I can't eat. ET said I'm looking rounder. Mom said that too. I'm sed. This week is like the last damn chance to keep that fucking weight.

Anyways today's overall highlight was Maryland. I thought it was hard to find innocent girls like her at her age. Let's hope she doesn't get corrupted soon. Let's hope swt doesn't corrupt her.

ET was like look at yh we made her the current her, I always tap her.
Hell yeah of course I was thirsty. I was always thirsty.

But they didn't corrupt me.
I corrupted myself, under their watch. That's all. But I only allowed that to happen because I trust them.

I'm excited for next week. <3

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