A2 stress

Turn on the lights, chin up. Sit straight. Ok, biology + music + phone off. (not exactly off tho. To me, closing WhatsApp is already considered as phone off)

So? Read the words from the book. Didn't I managed to concentrate well in class? Why not now? 

Honestly, my A2 is fucked. I'm very sure about it, because hey, I know my standards. 

I'm waiting for my pizza. My sister's gonna bring pizza home. Yes. Pizza is goos, pizza is love. 

It's weird how some people can stare into somewhere and lose themselves. They say they go blank. Haahahha is it like how when I look at my textbook and go blank? No, not exactly. I don't really go blank. 

I can read the words over and over again, cuz I have to! I'm busy. I'm fucking stressed. So? How do you pretend that you don't care, like nothing happened then go do your fucking business? How do you do that? Do you need to be very heartless to do that? Or you have to set your priority right from your deepest???? Like yourself? Do you people do that? 

OK my priority is acing my degree! Therefore I should be an ass and make someone I love fuck off. 

OK my priority is work. So Everyone fuck off. 

I wish I could do that! Hahahaha NO JOKE. I wish I could just study and study and fuck everything, everyone! But I can't even pretend! Fuck. 

JUST kill me. honestly.

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