.

I fucked up. It's for our sake. I know I couldn't, so I should stop wasting his time. Yeah.

So now what? Should I leave all the groups? He probably hates me now. He can just delete me from the groups. Or should I do that by myself? Should I delete myself out of his life?

I should've sticked to my initial plan.
Push everyone away. I'm sorry I didn't do that right away.

I'm sorry for playing with your hair, allowing hugs, accepting the things you gave and did for me, everything. I'm sorry for giving you hope, and thinking maybe I can do this.

That's why I think it's a good thing ending it asap.

I wish I did what I did to hoodie, to you.
Hoodie liked me, but we stay friends, even when he gave up.

I screwed up.
Potential besties. Potential bros. Hah.

All screwed up.

I like the life we have rn. You want more. But I can never romanticize us. So might as well give up the life now.

You'll agree with me after some time.

It's better for you this way.

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