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I'm gonna blog until I have no more words. What do you do if your head has noises? So annoying. And you couldn't understand things. you fucked up again.
It'll get better, they say.
It's okay, they say.
What do they know? Haha.
Arrogant asked me why was I that depressed on that day. Little do you know, I'm always like that. It's just... One day I was down, I talked to wood and him, they two gave me the funniest replies, and made me laugh even in tears.
I want that again, that's why.
Wood's left. Arrogant's left for the entertaining replies, that's why.
But no.
Make yourself laugh. Depend on yourself. Nobody's gonna be there all the time. I want good laughs but it's so hard to get. Sometimes I just look at vibes. Stupid fb memes, stories. Then it all doesn't make sense.
The words would occupy my head again. Again. And again.
Today my sister's down there, I think she's not asleep yet. And the music wasn't on.
She might hear me.
But who cares. Haha.
I don't even know what's wrong with me. How do I fix the matter when I couldn't find the source of the shit.
Will this ever end?????
How much should I blog to keep the thoughts out? Or maybe will I even stop? Just stop.
Please. Stop.
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