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Sometimes I stalk myself. I wonder what would people see when they click in my profile. So I swipe tru my posts, and dps.

I hid three photos. It's weird cuz... I think my smiles are different in those. Different in some way, but Idk where.

Then I'd look in the mirror and try to smile.

Maybe I need to find that smile back.

Everyday I thought. What makes you think I bottled up? You don't even have snapchat. You don't even know my past. How would you know??? Is my face that sad??? Cuz I don't think so. I still do smile alot, didn't I??

Maybe I'm full of pimples. But. That's caused by stress ok. What else??? I don't even have bruises in my fists. I don't have cuts everywhere. Don't I look perfectly normal???

I don't understand.

There's a semicolon in my heart. Hahaha. But. Nobody can possibly see that.

Fake it till you make it.

Life is so confusing.

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