I'm sorry, Moon

I'm sorry, moon.

These few days, clearly something's changed. I don't see you finding me anytime. I feel okay, but. Sometimes I wonder, how are you feeling?

I'm gonna admit. Chatting with you seems like a habit already, but it makes me feel better that you have control on this, that you stopped the habits like I stopped them too.

I do wish I can check on you, but I don't want to create drama and more false hopes. So... I'll just draft. I guess this is how I should care?

Boys are hard. Every compliment gives false info. It's like... It's better to bottle up nice things instead of sad things. Cuz nice things become sad things when said out.

I wish I'm not wrong about this feeling recently.

I honestly wish we stay friends.

Drafts, drafts. I won't let you know what I'm thinking regarding this issue. So.... I hope you get better from whatever damage I've caused. I hope we can be friends for the rest of our lives.

I won't tell you about what I think about us, but... You're still one of my besties. So I will, still tell you my shits. If I ever have things to tell. But for now, just.... Duno yet. Let's hope you find a gf asap so I guess I won't have to be so careful about how I treat you.

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