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Sometimes I fucking hate myself for unfollowing the pages that has the words that speak for me. I already knew. When shits happened, I find them. I find them who knows me. That is fucking enough.
Today I just scrolled and scrolled, I can't find them. And my phone kept going crazy.
I remember how he rejected every single one of my calls. Honestly it broke me haha more than that one sentence did. He rejected all of my calls. I thought I'd never hear his voice again. I missed him so bad. It hurts so much I just couldn't do anything.
I'm convinced that he wouldn't feel anything even if I rejected all his calls. I'm certained. Cuz if he really cared, he wouldn't allow me to go die on my own. He knew how crazy I'd go. He still did that. The reason I forced myself to NEVER go back to him. The reason I forced myself to never go to anyone like that.
Do you know why I ignored them?
Maybe wood was like me too.
They're saying, shut up. Don't say anything. Go away. Stop all the bullshit. Stop it. Stop it for good, cuz I can't stand them anymore. I'm not gonna believe you. I won't even.
Maybe I made him built up his walls every single time I try to talk to him. Then the walls disappeared when I said I give up. Maybe that's why.
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