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One last check. Stop checking your phone. Keep it mute. Keep it shut.

I remember when shits went wrong. Why did you show up in my notifications? After what you've said. Do you remember what you said? Do you remember the last time I tagged you into a post? You said, perfect! Now proceed to the things you were doing. Wow. One sentece, I fucking wet my pillows for no reason. One terrible night. I swear, I will never ever tag you in anything anymore. Did you know how painful that felt?

I'm sorry.
Does that ease the pain? It still fucking hurts, even RIGHT NOW when Im typing this shit. One sentence. One word. I don't understand. Thank you for letting me throw this back to your face. I held grudge. Yes I did. I'm sorry for that. I'll never forget that.

Why did you show up in my notifications? Then and now even when I stopped tagging you, you tagged me. You still tagged me. You showed up. Why? After all you've did, why? I thought you tried to let me know how annoying I am. Why did you still showed up in my notification? Why are you trying to confuse me, then and now. Are you mad at me? Do you fucking hate me after I rejected you?

I archived you whenever you said something really hurtful. I archived you because I couldn't stand seeing it in my list of conversations, when you're on the top, and that word shows. That whatever sentence shows. I archived you did you know that? Archived, it means you'll be disappeared from my chat IF I didn't talk to you intentionally, or if you didn't talk to me intentionally. So stay that way. Stay archived. Stop showing up in my notifications.

Cuz that doesn't make sense anymore.

Wood. Please. Don't talk to me like that. I don't need your support. I don't need anyone's support. I'm fucking terrified at you people talking to me like that. I don't understand. Their words have warmth. Then it makes me cry. Haha. No stop. Wood. Shut up. Haha. Nope, shutup.

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