True Fitness
So yesterday I told wood, I'm gonna be very OKU today due to the push ups I did on Sunday. Yes it was that intense that the pain lasted till now. Yep. Very. Wood loves to give me surprises. He told me that it's full. So I had to rethink everything. Maybe I can join ET's badminton squad? But there's already 8 of them, it's not that good. How about transport? Should I drive? It's so... troublesome to grab here and there. But the tank is empty, I don't wanna pump petrol it's so expensive. So how? Zzzz Thanks wood. I'm all messed up.
Thanks to joker, we had a ride to jaya 33. Shell reached then we went in. Gosshhh. The very first time I've been to a real gym!!! True Fitness. It's so cool. Half the peeps are so buff. Another half are fat. Only a few are curious little shits. Me and stomata. Hhahah. We be like looking here and there. So we threw our stuff to the locker then off we go to the classes. First one was focused on abs. I think it's quite tough if we really do it all very perfectly. The trainer was so loud! We follow the very EDM-ish music, gosh. I had trouble following mirror images. The trainer is good. I like him. I'll put the name here, Idc, not like he's gonna see it right? Kevin. Patience, and... nice. There wasn't many of us so he could easily take care of all of us. He even led it right next to me. Just wow. "First time?" "Yup." "Don't force everything if you can't do it." Nods. Awesome.
Tomorrow you'll feel pain, but it's okay, don't need to go to the doctors or eat medicine.
Lol you're awesome.
Then body combat just right after the abs workout class. There was many peeps. So we were kinda behind. Body combat. It's like taekwondo recap!!!! Damn. Too awesome. I kinda missed taekwondo. I even.. Almost forgotten how to do back thrusts and jumping front kick, and all those blocks. Ohmygod. At first the trainer was just a lady in front. With loud music too. Then Kevin joined in. He's so observant! He saw us from such a huge crowd and asked "First time?" Yep, thanks for noticing. Too hard to follow mirror images. Some times I followed the other participants instead. I see stomata had problems with jumping kicks. Yeah it wasn't even in white or yellow belt syllabus. I think it's like a green belt above thingy. I like how he held up the thumb. Even tho there were lots of peeps, You know it when he's speaking directly to you. There's that eye contact, then a comment.
It was all over. Altho, my legs cramped a couple times, it's still fucking awesome. How was it? I'm happy. Hahah the only comment.
Can I join this shit. One day. One day I needa sign up. It's too awesome. Shell even showed us her fav workout equipments. One was the prep pull up thingy. It's exactly like pull ups, but we put our knees on the cushion. Bit by bit, when you're strong enough, it'll be just lifting your own damn weight. Prep pull up. Fucking awesome. I needa write all these down, I can't ever forget. Another awesome thing. It's the only place we can openly take off our shirts. With sports bra on, of course. Hahah.
I'm fucking offended because someone said something about my size. After exams, I'll do it in the park. I'll get them abs back. Maybe stop drinking beer. Should I? Beer is so nice..... but it's a lot of carbs.... Hmm what to do?
Wood surprised me by inviting me to badminton. Again. I said yes. Cuz I was actually looking forward. Slightly pissed when he called it off. He fetched us with his mom's car. There's the pooh hangin there. As usual. But I don't remember that flowery tissue box. Gosh we had the same short temper on the road. "Stupid idiot car. " "Overtake that one!" "Are you seriously not honking him?" The atmosphere at the court was cold like expected. Wood's not very close with them. Wood's never close with anyone, he's too careful. So careful he said, "I don't need anyone." I can't believe he lives like this. How can he be happy like that? Badminton, his most crazy addiction. Yet, still not blending in much. Hmm. How could I not be worried. He's so negative all the time. Fuck. It's scary cuz he's alone and he enjoys it. It kills him in some way but he doesn't know, cuz he's numb.
Wood you told me to fill myself up with all the positivity. And look at you. Did you keep in touch with captian? How about shandy? What are they? They care. They're the ones that you consider "Friends." Yeah friends are those who'd show up when you need them. Yeah maybe you don't have many of those. Who needs many of those? Those friendships are rare. It stays a small circle. Captain and shandy is enough for you. Right? At least they can support you mentally if they couldn't be there so please.
I always wondered. Why is wood so alone, I hoped he can get along more with peeps. Why is he so afraid of me being with people, it's the same thing, the reason he stays alone. I wish shandy does all she could to help him. I wish his kittens stop getting murdered so he can have one until they die from aging. I wish the cats aren't so stupid to stay there and let the cars kill them. I wish he stops losing these things that he loves.
Wood. I didn't laugh because I thought your ideas were stupid. When you talked about your dreams, your life target. I was thinking, this is how I fell for you. I was thinking, maybe you could stop talking cuz I'm afraid of what I'm going to have towards you. I was thinking, no one could ever have the passion of doing something like you do. This is the most fucking attractive part of you. And it still gets me all the time. That's why I laughed. It's funny that I'd feel something whenever you talk about the things you want to do. It's awesome. It's something. Idk how to explain that shit. I'm glad you sound like you've moved on. You've accepted my rejection. But I hope you'd be happier on the way to your achievements.
You said you need full focus, that's why you chose to give up on humans, badminton, everything. But what if you don't achieve it? It's a hard thing. What if you work halfway on that, then suddenly you became so old you have to retire? What about the things you gave up on? On the way to that aim, you still need to be happy. I guess. You too, deserve a happier life than this. Maybe humans aren't that bad? Maybe, if you embrace all the care they give, you'll find that inspiration? Then it helps you on your target? Who knows.
You may look perfect. Awesome grades, awesome skills on every fucking thing. But you're no less fucked up than I am. Honestly. I wish we all get better... Yeah we definitely will.
Thanks to joker, we had a ride to jaya 33. Shell reached then we went in. Gosshhh. The very first time I've been to a real gym!!! True Fitness. It's so cool. Half the peeps are so buff. Another half are fat. Only a few are curious little shits. Me and stomata. Hhahah. We be like looking here and there. So we threw our stuff to the locker then off we go to the classes. First one was focused on abs. I think it's quite tough if we really do it all very perfectly. The trainer was so loud! We follow the very EDM-ish music, gosh. I had trouble following mirror images. The trainer is good. I like him. I'll put the name here, Idc, not like he's gonna see it right? Kevin. Patience, and... nice. There wasn't many of us so he could easily take care of all of us. He even led it right next to me. Just wow. "First time?" "Yup." "Don't force everything if you can't do it." Nods. Awesome.
Tomorrow you'll feel pain, but it's okay, don't need to go to the doctors or eat medicine.
Lol you're awesome.
Then body combat just right after the abs workout class. There was many peeps. So we were kinda behind. Body combat. It's like taekwondo recap!!!! Damn. Too awesome. I kinda missed taekwondo. I even.. Almost forgotten how to do back thrusts and jumping front kick, and all those blocks. Ohmygod. At first the trainer was just a lady in front. With loud music too. Then Kevin joined in. He's so observant! He saw us from such a huge crowd and asked "First time?" Yep, thanks for noticing. Too hard to follow mirror images. Some times I followed the other participants instead. I see stomata had problems with jumping kicks. Yeah it wasn't even in white or yellow belt syllabus. I think it's like a green belt above thingy. I like how he held up the thumb. Even tho there were lots of peeps, You know it when he's speaking directly to you. There's that eye contact, then a comment.
It was all over. Altho, my legs cramped a couple times, it's still fucking awesome. How was it? I'm happy. Hahah the only comment.
Can I join this shit. One day. One day I needa sign up. It's too awesome. Shell even showed us her fav workout equipments. One was the prep pull up thingy. It's exactly like pull ups, but we put our knees on the cushion. Bit by bit, when you're strong enough, it'll be just lifting your own damn weight. Prep pull up. Fucking awesome. I needa write all these down, I can't ever forget. Another awesome thing. It's the only place we can openly take off our shirts. With sports bra on, of course. Hahah.
I'm fucking offended because someone said something about my size. After exams, I'll do it in the park. I'll get them abs back. Maybe stop drinking beer. Should I? Beer is so nice..... but it's a lot of carbs.... Hmm what to do?
Wood surprised me by inviting me to badminton. Again. I said yes. Cuz I was actually looking forward. Slightly pissed when he called it off. He fetched us with his mom's car. There's the pooh hangin there. As usual. But I don't remember that flowery tissue box. Gosh we had the same short temper on the road. "Stupid idiot car. " "Overtake that one!" "Are you seriously not honking him?" The atmosphere at the court was cold like expected. Wood's not very close with them. Wood's never close with anyone, he's too careful. So careful he said, "I don't need anyone." I can't believe he lives like this. How can he be happy like that? Badminton, his most crazy addiction. Yet, still not blending in much. Hmm. How could I not be worried. He's so negative all the time. Fuck. It's scary cuz he's alone and he enjoys it. It kills him in some way but he doesn't know, cuz he's numb.
Wood you told me to fill myself up with all the positivity. And look at you. Did you keep in touch with captian? How about shandy? What are they? They care. They're the ones that you consider "Friends." Yeah friends are those who'd show up when you need them. Yeah maybe you don't have many of those. Who needs many of those? Those friendships are rare. It stays a small circle. Captain and shandy is enough for you. Right? At least they can support you mentally if they couldn't be there so please.
I always wondered. Why is wood so alone, I hoped he can get along more with peeps. Why is he so afraid of me being with people, it's the same thing, the reason he stays alone. I wish shandy does all she could to help him. I wish his kittens stop getting murdered so he can have one until they die from aging. I wish the cats aren't so stupid to stay there and let the cars kill them. I wish he stops losing these things that he loves.
Wood. I didn't laugh because I thought your ideas were stupid. When you talked about your dreams, your life target. I was thinking, this is how I fell for you. I was thinking, maybe you could stop talking cuz I'm afraid of what I'm going to have towards you. I was thinking, no one could ever have the passion of doing something like you do. This is the most fucking attractive part of you. And it still gets me all the time. That's why I laughed. It's funny that I'd feel something whenever you talk about the things you want to do. It's awesome. It's something. Idk how to explain that shit. I'm glad you sound like you've moved on. You've accepted my rejection. But I hope you'd be happier on the way to your achievements.
You said you need full focus, that's why you chose to give up on humans, badminton, everything. But what if you don't achieve it? It's a hard thing. What if you work halfway on that, then suddenly you became so old you have to retire? What about the things you gave up on? On the way to that aim, you still need to be happy. I guess. You too, deserve a happier life than this. Maybe humans aren't that bad? Maybe, if you embrace all the care they give, you'll find that inspiration? Then it helps you on your target? Who knows.
You may look perfect. Awesome grades, awesome skills on every fucking thing. But you're no less fucked up than I am. Honestly. I wish we all get better... Yeah we definitely will.
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