Why EDM ?
I went to college today, very embarrassed. I don't know how to look at people with my results like this, honestly. Before I even noticed.... the peeps sitting around me had quite terrible bio results too. Hey peeps we're dumb hahahahhahaha let's dumb together.
"I think you're overthinking, trials was always like this, cuz what did you do during study leave?"
Half the time, I was fucked up. Another half, I played badminton and studied a little.
I think I finally know the reason that my taste in music has been changing. More like expanding, I'm liking EDM, strong basses ones, crazy hyped ones. Those they play during workouts. The reason? It makes me shake around, not sentimental AF.
Sometimes, I'd question myself. I've shoo'ed moon away. I've shoo'ed wood away. I've shoo'ed the peeps that want me, far far away.
Is this what I want? The silence, literally being alone. Is this what I want? YES. Yeah. This is what I need. Shooing people away hurts, but it hurts for a short short while, then I get the long lasting release. I never wanted wood away. Sometimes I still thought. I miss him this much. And this is why I couldn't listen to slow songs during study. I'd sing with it, then I'd get myself fucked up. This is why, EDM is much healthier.
Exams are near, I think I can manage. These days listening to EDM, I did ok. I never get fucked up in the middle of studying. Revision went well. Everything went well.
Is this what I want? I don't care what I want, this is what I need. What I want doesn't matter. I do want wood back. But life's proven. We can't be together. Hahah.
"I just wanted to ammend you."
For what? For what, wood? I'm relieved you couldn't read all of these. I'm relieved you will never ever know my thoughts. You'd try to fix it, which would make things worse.
How awesome it would be if..... I never talked to you after we broke up.
Life is filled with drama. And I guess we gotta be brave enough to quit dramas, in order to stay sane.
"I think you're overthinking, trials was always like this, cuz what did you do during study leave?"
Half the time, I was fucked up. Another half, I played badminton and studied a little.
I think I finally know the reason that my taste in music has been changing. More like expanding, I'm liking EDM, strong basses ones, crazy hyped ones. Those they play during workouts. The reason? It makes me shake around, not sentimental AF.
Sometimes, I'd question myself. I've shoo'ed moon away. I've shoo'ed wood away. I've shoo'ed the peeps that want me, far far away.
Is this what I want? The silence, literally being alone. Is this what I want? YES. Yeah. This is what I need. Shooing people away hurts, but it hurts for a short short while, then I get the long lasting release. I never wanted wood away. Sometimes I still thought. I miss him this much. And this is why I couldn't listen to slow songs during study. I'd sing with it, then I'd get myself fucked up. This is why, EDM is much healthier.
Exams are near, I think I can manage. These days listening to EDM, I did ok. I never get fucked up in the middle of studying. Revision went well. Everything went well.
Is this what I want? I don't care what I want, this is what I need. What I want doesn't matter. I do want wood back. But life's proven. We can't be together. Hahah.
"I just wanted to ammend you."
For what? For what, wood? I'm relieved you couldn't read all of these. I'm relieved you will never ever know my thoughts. You'd try to fix it, which would make things worse.
How awesome it would be if..... I never talked to you after we broke up.
Life is filled with drama. And I guess we gotta be brave enough to quit dramas, in order to stay sane.
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