Period rant

I dont care! I'm gonna rant!!!!!

The fuck. My fucking period used to come fucking consistently, as in if stupid exams are near, it can literally skip two months! Three months! Even if exams aren't around, it can skip that much too!!!! But these three months it's consistent.

I don't know what to feel. Is it consistent because my moods are elevating gradually? Is it consistent because I'm getting happier and normal?

Sometimes I wanna shout out, I don't want a lifetime partner, in other words I wouldn't need my uterus. Sometimes, I do wanna give love a chance. Sometimes...

But I need it to be inconsistent rn! I have fucking chemistry next mon, fucking P3 next tues. AND ALL I DID WAS SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP. PERIOD MAKES ME SLEEP. FOR FUCKSAKE.

why now.....

Are you fucking kidding me?

I wanna think about the bright side. After exams, period over and I can have all the fun I want. I can go back to the fucking pool. I can start back my workout routine without waiting for period to end. I can drink again, drink. Fucking hell.

BUT STOP MAKING ME SO TIRED. I'M SO PISSED at myself constantly tired, collapsing without any reason. Im so pissed at myswlf not able to give my 100% at memorizing these chem stuff. These stuff.

FUCK PERIOD. FUCK PERIOD TO DEATH. BE FUCKING PROUD if you're a guy. Be fucking proud that you wouldn't get tired for no fucking reason, then sleep. Waking up in your fucking own pool of blood, then understand why. Be glad you wouldn't have stupid ass uterus trying to kill your every fucking month.

I'm so so tired...

Share this post