Ginger meet

Today was a crazy random day. I sworn to myself, so many times that I want to make an enquiry for uni.

Firstly moon texted me. I finally told him, honestly. I'm sorry moon, for not telling you earlier. I just don't wanna make you feel troubled or anything. It's not your fault I hate and unhate you constantly. You're being you, and that's awesome. So stay that way, and I don't blame you.

Ginger texted me. I swear, I made him jio me for badminton. He didn't really want to but I was crazy desperate. He said, go ahead, see you later. So lol. He's awesome. He actually called me during work. Crazy ass.

And then I made the call for enquiries. The girl speaking was nice. I like her service. That's a 10/10. I finally made everything clear. The date for Aug intake, the price for accommodation, the transportation, the early bird fee waiver, everything. It was good enough.

At least now I know that I can use my AS results to apply. I'm so relieved I didn't fail AS! Fucking hell. So now I have time to still chill. And I'll still be here in early Aug. I'm hapi for that. Hapiiiii.

At home, sis was random AF. I was pulling out the wooden games stuff from the coffee table for no reason. Then she wants to play Chinese chess. Onz la. I can't believe I let her win the first round just because I was so certained that I could win. We both looked like we could win. But the second round was awesome AF. I killed her car, she didn't even see that coming. She was too blank. And then I killed her horse. That's when she forfeited. That was too awesome. Good game.

I saw ginger once I reached. He said there are no girls. But there, I saw one. A middle aged woman. We stroked at the darker side before everything. He said, I improved. I'm hapi. Hahah. He's one of the guys that would bash me badly but for my sake. Just like wood. Wood would scold me badly for not playing well. Ginger would bash me a little but not harshly. But today he said, I improved. I like that. Lucky there's the lady. We could play mixed doubles. Holy cow she's quite good for a middle aged. We lost two rounds because I'm gonna say that her partner was good. Then when ginger and I versus them, we were winning not so hardly. The lady challanged me one on one. I was pretty sure I could beat her. Time wasn't enough anyway.

Such a talkative lady. 43 but young at heart. Sandy. Very active and a crazy badminton lover. I like her. She said she has a 13yo child, and the guy that partnered me is his bf, which is 41. Awwww. Divorced but young at heart. To adorable. We exchanged numbers, and she said, let's play together sometimes. Awesome! She said, she could see that I've trained. PL too, could see that easily once we started. Haha. Aw. Don't make me flutter. I like her and I wish to play with her furthermore. Ginger said lucky he brought me along. Haha. If not, we couldn't form mixed doubles. It's harder for Sandy to play. Yup. Awesome. It was intense. I like the boss. He's so badass. Old but badass.

You don't play with people around your age?
No... I play with older peeps. And that's awesome.

Chili pan mee is love. I think I'm falling for the spiciness. Ginger is nice. I like catching up with him. He's pretty fun. So hoping that we all keep in touch. I told him about diminish, like 2% of it only. He's like "Never try never know." I like that. Everything is going great in life. Time is so scary. For once it makes you think that the world means nothing anymore, months later you couldn't be anymore incomplete. It brings your pieces together bit by bit, that you never even notice how perfectly things have been falling into its place by itself. He treated me a free tealive. Thanks bro. It's literally free tealive. Buy one free one. Haha. I think he's a crazy guy. Nice talking companion... We could talk about college to badminton to work to people. Everything.

I'll tell you all about it when I see you again, that kind of friend.

But impossible is impossible. Never try never know. It's the same, indeed. But... When I control, the results are clear. I'm pretty sure even if diminish feels the same way, he'd control.

Accepting how shits will never happen could do less damage than hoping for miracles.

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