I'm not ready to go

I'm gonna stop sitting on the floor, stop laying on the floor thinking about the possibilities that could happen after I get to uni.

Everyone in my life is awesome. And when I go, everyone would go anyway.

Arrogant would go to aussie.
Pineapple would go to Singapore.
Yip man's always beyond my reach anyway.
Seaweed would be gone to probably US.
LCW too would go to UK.
Lychee would fly to US too.
Kbu badminton peeps would graduate and disappear.
Drago, legend, CE squad would probably lost contact.
Coursemates... I have no idea.
Friday 9pm squad is gone anyway.

Then ET squad, Loong squad... We only meet during weekends and Wednesdays anyway. Now it would cut down by a day, but I guess it's not much difference.
Moon would be here. Not always, but probably we'll stay in touch.
Ginger would be here too, but we WILL stay in touch.
My family. They'd be like this as usual, except my sister. She'd still be full of miscellaneous shits.

Badminton will never be the same without pineapple and arrogant. Everything would never be the same.

It's probably just three years. Maybe two years plus, excluding internship. I start in August, I end faster. I'll return with a job, as an intern.

All I have to do is stay natural. I wouldn't have to keep contact with wood. We would meet each other during badminton club and maybe that's all? Everything would be fine. He'd be gone in January. I have three months plus that I'd see him.

It's gonna be a challenge. Maybe I'll take it as the last damn way to prove myself. This time I can't let him affect me anymore.

Yh stop thinking bout the things you can't control.

I'm gonna miss everyone so bad, but it's inevitable. It's already freaking good that Loong squad plays badminton every Sunday, so that would keep us in touch... that pineapple's just going to Singapore and not too far away, maybe she can stay close with gold and mic, and they could slightly take care of her whenever urgent.... that yip man will be nearby too but just busy. Everyone would be busy.

Moon said they aren't gonna fade away like that. 
ET said we're not the kind of friends that would know each other for just 2, 3 years.
Loong said, he's not letting me go on my 21th birthday.
Cinnamon said, she wants me as a sister.
Yip man said her life would be grey without me.
Arrogant said he's going to come back and we'll challenge again in the badminton courts.
Seaweed said we can snap each other still.
Pineapple said, cheers to another 10years of friendship.

I'm gonna remember everything about everyone. No matter what shit happens in the future.... I could say, I used to have a variety of best people in my life. And I love them all.

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