Chaotic post LA
The heartbreaking scene when Phoenix had tears rolling down her cheeks, she said,
I only know, love brought us together. We're here sitting together because your parents see how great the camp is, so they brought you here. You're flipping tables because you love our leader.
LA didn't teach us how to handle chaos.
It taught us how to stay sane when chaos happens. When life brings you lemon, you make lemonade, I guess.
I want to flash back, and think about what I can do. But there's nothing I can do. I can only stay sane, and try not to get affected by chaos.
When Sus went mad, the only thing we can do, was to keep quiet and let her speak her mind out. Even if it's... shouting her mind out. The only thing we can do was to listen, and try to support her.
Mad people aren't happy people. They only go mad because they aren't feeling right. They use the angry face because they don't really know what face they can put on. They don't wanna show weakness.
I can sit here and type all day, while knowing how crazy chaotic the situation is, downstairs. I can feel mom weeping for many many shit stuff and dad yelling for no reason.
What is this?
LA tells us how to live our life happier. Sometimes, I thought. Is it right not to be affected by shits? When everything's just wrong, and I can fucking calm every part of me. But that doesn't help the situation. That helps me. That only helps me to not worsen the situation.
I don't know what to do, man.
We make our hearts calm, to improve the life of people that care. Or do we need to worsen the chaotic shit then calm, to make a contra?
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