Dreams

I'm probably going crazy over my.dreams. i had two. First one had Loong and ET inside. I don't remember much, but I think it was nothing much. They two was in my dream again like 3 days ago. I couldn't remember too as I didn't think back hard after waking up.... 

The second dream was scary. It was me and my whole family in there. In that world, it's like a fantasy world. It's like time flies. You walk for the entire night, you age up about five years but you don't really feel it. It was scary.... My parents went for a nap, meanwhile dad told sis to bring me out for food. It was Night time in a fantasy world, and Idk what's up with my mind, so all the shops we passed by was mostly bars and pubs. We passed them all, then there were some cafes. When we were about to head back to our place, but neither us could remember the way back. We passed by some shops but we couldn't find the previous bars we've passed by. All the shops were different. We got lost in a huge huge world. When we finally foud a huge landmark, we ran towards there. Nothing felt right, I was worried AF as if I could never ever go back home.. the kids we passed by when we went for food are grown up..

Then as we got back home, they were just waking from their nap.

Maybe they're overseas for.. four days and I miss them already. Maybe I'm just afraid to grow up without seeing them. Maybe this is my reason to not wanna be far away from home.

Yes after wood broke up with me, I told myself. Why else should I stay here for? I'm free. I can leave. My parents don't need me, and I can leave. But.... Maybe I miss ET squad. Maybe I miss yip man, pineapple, my parents. That's why I'll always have dreams about them. Moon too. I've got one with him in it too like 2 days ago but I can't really remember.

I'm so tired of having dreams. At the same time, I thank them for giving me little hints about what's important to me. No longer wood. I no longer think of wood. It was A good thing, but not sure if it's because I really don't miss him anymore or just slightly aside....

Hey dreams. Let's distribute it well ok? A dream each day is that ok? Two in a day is too much for me....

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